Single Again (Part 2)

One week kami di nag-usap. But I was expecting him to call me and apologize but he never did. Maybe he feel ashamed of what happened so i made the first move and called him to meet me in Gaisano Country mall after my work.

It was Saturday night when we meat at the mall. I saw him wearing a white shirt and a maong short. We approached each other and told him to take me to the nearest pharmacy to buy some medicine cuz of my headache. After that we proceeded to chowking to eat while discussing about what happened on the day of our second monthsarry. In my mind I know that we can work this out or sort this out and forgive him of what he did. He then started to explain everything why he was there, why on that day.... Then I started to ask him whats the status or what.... (letche ang hirap mag-ingglis)... kung ano ba sila ni Mirmo. "Magsyota kami" @%$#!^&*#!!!!!.... I dont know what to say... I was really shocked. I didnt expect that answer or that revelation. Halos mabilaokan ako sa kinain ko. Its like the whole world just drop on me. I told him "why are you doing this to me? what did I do wrong?". He then said "Its just that u never have time for me. Whenever we go out or whenever i go to your place maiksi lang ang binibigay na time mo sa'kin". "Alam mo naman diba na galing ako sa tabaho. You know how hard my trabaho is", I said. "Yeah I know. But i need you", he said. "If thats how you feel then why aren't you telling me this before?".

During that time I was so confused. My heart is aching, I want to cry but I cant (of course i dont want to embarrass myself noh!). He then said to me "I dont want to loose you". Form that moment I stood up. We went out and I end the rela. I quickly walked away from him and never looked back.

As I arrived home, I went straight to my room and prayed. I prayed to ask help form God to overcome the hurt that I got. nad then... natulog na'ko.

The End.....


Joke joke!!! Actually the next day nakarecover na'ko kaagad. Yes, even myself di ako makapaniwala na makarecover ako ng ganun ka bilis. And I thank God. Kac ussually kapag meron me prob in which super bigat sya sa heart, I just pray to Him. Kinabukasan... wala na!

About Xuxa? well nagkaayos kami mga days later... as friends. Hindi na as a couple. I accepted him back as a friend nalang. O diba nag bait ko!

to be continued.......

I got Taged: Desktop

This is my Desktop featuring one of the very beautiful sites of an untouched.... pangligo with a waterfalls thingy in one of the provinces in Northern Samar. Whewww! Taasa wui! I forgot the name of this wonderful place but definitely only few people know about it. We all went there with all my relatives as part of our family reunion during their town's fiesta. I made it as my desktop cuz I like to see the the creations of mother nature which is remarkably amazing.

......Para yatang di ko na-G yung mga sinusulat ko. Sori guys hah kac lumilipad yung isipan ko ngayun.

But anyways thanks to daizuke for tagging me!!!

About the other things on my desktop, ...tignan nyo nalang! wajejejeje...

Single Again! (Part 1)

Yep.. u heard it right. I'm single again. 2 weeks lang ang tinagal ng last relationship ko. I only had 2 relationships. First was 2 months lang then the next one 2 weeks lang.
Ang haba noh? At ang..... I dont know how to say this but both my naging BFs are friends na before. Friends lang period. Trust me. Friends lang talaga sila. Period. Anyways I will tell you nalang the stories of both my naging relationships...

First boyfriend:

We knew each other thru friendster. Nagmessage cya sa'kin at sabi nya na bi curious daw cya. Gusto nya makigfriends daw so ok naman ako. I'm not choosy naman noh! So ayun txt txt kami until we agreed to meet up in Ayala.

After my work diritso na'ko sa Ayala then txtd him na andun nako. Told him what I wear tapos txt naman cya sa'kin na andun narin cya and told me of what he wore. Nangnagmeet na kami ok lang. Nagstroll kami at linibot namin ang buong ayala while talking with each other. This is what I like about him cuz when we're together di ako nauubusan ng kwento. I dont know. Its just that kakaiba cya. Nang magclose na ang mall sinamahan nya ko sumakay pauwi. When I got home he txtd me kaagad at ayon usap na naman kami. then later he asked me if puede ba daw nya ko maging bf. Of course dahil sa type ko rin cya dahil sa pagmeet namin so OO kaagad ako. Ang bilis!!!! Hehehehe...

Naging sweet naman cya. Palagi nga nya kong dinadalaw sa haus after his skul. Tapos kumakain kami sa malapit ca cafeteria. Tapos I think it was in our 1st month anniversary na niyaya nya ko na magovernyt sa isang resort sa northern part ng Cebu.
Of course excited ako kasi at last magkakaroon na kami ng private moments na hindi naiilang sa bawat galaw nami. Cuz to tell u maypagka Conservative pa rin ang cebu. Though cebuanos are mostly open-minded pipz at di nagingi-alam, nahihiya pa rin ako noh! Anyways yun nga... u know na what a couple does in bed... hehehehe. Kaya lang walang fucking na nangyari cuz both of us ya nakalimot magdala ng rubber. Sayang!!! Pero masaya pa rin kac both of us really enjoyed the night.

>>>>>fast forward (2 months later)>>>>>>

During our 2nd month anniversary... of course greet2x kami ng "hapi ani!" with each other. with muching mwah mwah and luv u luv u kasama. I was at work when someone called me up sa SUN ko.

me: hello?
caller: sino to? (aba ang kupal. cya pa yung nagtanong eh cya yung tumawag)
me: eh sino to?
caller: mag-ano ba kau ni Xuxa?
BF1 ----->>> will be named as XUXA
me: tanong mo nga sa kanya?
From that I was suspecting na it was Mirmo

the txtmate of Xuxa. I actually know that xuxa has lots of txtmates but he
told me na di naman nya kina-career cla. Becuz i love him so ok lang sa'kin

Xuxa: hello? (at this time pinasa ni Mirmo yung fon)
me: Xuxa?
Xuxa: ice? ( halatang nabigla ng makausap nya ko sa fon)
me: nagkita kau? ba't di mo sinabi sa'kin? on the day pa of our 2nd monthsary?

Bigla ko binaba ung fon at nagalit ng Grrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! Akalain mo nagawa pa nyang mag-eb sa special day namin?!

to be continueud......

Na-udyot na Trip to Manila!!!

Haaiiii nako... Few days ago I received a very good news from my boss that I will be sent to our main office in manila for a training on our new reservation system. I really got so excited cuz it was along time ago that i haven't ride an airplane (yes since higschool pa. kawawa c me!). Also, I was so excited cuz I can now buy a DVD of my fav movie "FORMULA 17" and "QUEER AS FOLK" at sasamahan pa ko ng pinakasikat at pinakamagaling na blogger na si CJ aka Turismoboi. O diba how kind naman!!! Tnx CJ!!!

Kaya lang days before the lipad ayun, tumawag ang Senior ko na canceled daw ang trip ko. Di ako makakasama dahil nagtitipid daw ang company.... PUNYETA!!!!! and dami ko pa namang plano pagdating ko dun sa manila. Sinira nila ang araw ko. GRRRRRRR.....

So I just told CJ that I cannot make it to manila cuz ... yun na nga. Grrrrrrrr again!!!